the way it is.

i never really wanted this
lusty lips and words so sick
i never really wanted it
lucid want and lies so thick

strangle me, strangle me
take my heart, entangle me
i may be an ugly human but
i’ll leave a pretty corpse
i may be a warm companion
but my eyes are cold as quartz.

it isn’t how i wanted life,
it’s just the way it is
i always wanted something else,
something more than this

another one, another one
another one to keep me numb
another night, another bed,
rinse: repeat. until i’m dead.

strangle me, strangle me,
break my heart, entangle me
i may be an ugly person but
i’ll leave a pretty corpse
i may be a twisted human
but it takes so many sorts

i never really wanted this,
your sickly eyes and tainted kiss
i never really wanted it
it’s just… the way… it is.

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