home

the darkness swells

like water on the brain

chemicals flowing 

                  stopping

                  flowing

                  stopping.

i am more than

                  molecules

                  endorphins

                   DNA.

i seek a spiritual high,

a sense of wonder

a sense of death

in all dimensions.

my heart is battered, yet over-flowing

it’s like there are

cancerous growths

on passionate dwellings

trying to smother

the woman I am.

I will win

this skirmish

this battle

this war

(because sometimes… forever feels like home.)

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