the vomit rises
in my throat, again,
acidic pain burning,
terror plaguing
my unstable mind.

it is a
sick rebellion
in my heart
and i cannot
hold back the tears.

you destroyed my heart
with your
self-serving lies and
i don’t know
if it will ever heal.

i’ve tried so hard
to forget,
to forgive
but the cruel whispers
in my brain.

i love you so sickly,
so obscenely
but you don’t even
understand me at all.

i must overcome
these twisted fears
this pain
this misery

don’t betray me

i cannot bear
this heaviness
on my soul.

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